Prelude
Let's begin this year's blog with a mini puzzle.
Day by day, I should describe my life with a word...one that should depict my trend of thoughts and actions taken...
OSCILATION...
Fresh start in the morn with inspirational conversation with a friend who on every possible occation we meet/talk, would remind me to keep a positive outlook of the world....
This thought haunts me every now and then to restructure my thinking....however, in reality, deep inside there's another evil that constantly rejects to accept. Much like the battle between ID and SUPEREGO that's not yet in tune and never will be (in the furthest near future).
The day proceeded with highest efficiency due to the strong motivation and will that urge me to get things done..just in case there's not another day to waste on this planet....as of that, much good has been done for the world. I have given 10% of me to charity, 400ml of blood will later arrive in another (wo)man's body prolonging their lives, happiness, problems, anxiety and god knows what else they will go through for the remain of their lives...
Ended the evening with melancholic mood, smoochin' into the evening with internal tear, reflecting on my status with people around me....gosh, for a moment there, i thought i was a radioisotope....unstable and at times-explosive....LOL
keep oscillating - though hope that u would soon find your balance and reach the plateau phase knowing and doing eactly what u want w/o winging life in the hand of time...as time never waits, the next thing i know, i might not have enough time to even do the basic thing - live my life* |